Since he moved into the apartment next door, every night I have the same dream....more...and again...and again. His raw beauty drives me crazy, the way he smells when he comes home from sports...his skin that looks so deliciously soft. I dream of him at breakfast, walking into the bathroom watching TV and that one night....one night only...I wake up with him...his head cradled in the crotch of my leg. One night only....